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You Chose Weed Over Me

mary2012 — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 15:17:31 +0000

I’m getting tired of you
I don’t wanna laugh.
I just wanna cry all over again.
You messed me up when you cheated.
You chose weed over me.
I can’t forgive you.
My heart needs time to heal.
I don’t need you or your weed.
I can’t love you anymore.
You need to let go of me.
You don’t need me any way
you have your weed to love.
I was never your girl, you cheated.
Now I wanna laugh at you.
I wanna dry those tears all over again
You made my life better by leaving.
Go love the weed.
I have a new man to love me.
Who won’t chose weed over me.
Now me and my man are going
to scream goodbye.

Jessica A. Synder

Supposed To Hate You

mary2012 — Wed, 28 May 2008 16:24:19 +0000

We’re supposed o hate each

Other But deep down inside

We still consider ourselves friends.

We communicate through facial

Expressions or laughs just to get

Each others attention.

I’m supposed to hate you but

I don’t it’s just a front I put

On to try and fool myself.

I’m supposed to hate you but

I don’t, I just can’t get enough

Courage to tell you myself.

There are so many reasons I

Could hate you for but they have

Slipped my mind suddenly.

There are so many things I could

Say that justifies the ending of our

Friendship but they don’t make sense.

I’m supposed to hate you but

I don’t and I don’t know why

That is.

Maybe someday this will all

Be cleared up but until then,

I’m supposed to hate you.

I’ve Moved On

mary2012 — Fri, 23 May 2008 13:16:31 +0000

I used to think no one   

Could ever take your   

Place but someone filled   

That void quick, I’ve    

Moved on.   

    

I used to think you   

Were the world and I was   

Nothing without you, now,    

I think differently, I’ve    

Moved on.   

    

I used to think we   

Would never grow apart and   

What we had would never   

End but that changed, I’ve    

Moved on.   

    

I used to think you    

Were the only one that   

Could make my life complete   

But someone else came and I    

Moved on.   

    

I used to think you were   

The only one that cared   

About me in a loving way   

But “Mr. Right” came so, I’ve    

Moved on.   

    

I used to think you were    

The only one that made me    

Feel comfortable in my own   

Skin but someone else came, I’ve    

Moved on.   

    

Sorry you broke my heart   

And it’s still not healed    

Completely but someone    

Came and stole it and I’ve    

Completely moved on.

Love….

mary2012 — Fri, 16 May 2008 15:13:24 +0000

It’s when your heart poundsSuper fast, and the mention ofYour significant others nameMakes this goofy smile come Across your face.

It’s when your heart fluttersEvery time they call you nameAnd the sound of their voiceMakes you long to be with them,Every second of everyday they’reNumber one on your mind.

It’s when you’re hanging onTheir every word, you can’t standTo be without them or youCan’t stand to see them Upset; you go out of your way To please them.

It’s when every time you seeThem you both smile and laughAt whatever either personSays, you try to be serious But you’re always bringing The joy out of each other.

It’s when your friendsTease you and say you’re In love even though youWill never admit it butSome how you alwaysManage to bring them up.

It’s when every time youTurn there they are, youTry not to notice themBut it never seems to Work and you get all softInside knowing they’re near.

It’s when your “boo” brightensYour day just by giving you A hug or saying “hi.” ButUntil you’ve found it youWill never know how itFeels to be in love.